Saturday, March 24, 2007

I typed a whole long winded emo post about how i feel. But i deleted it. There isn't any point anyway.. Everything i do brings things another step down.

Shit of a emo feeling now. Better talk about stuff to cheer myself up -

Been more than a week since i've blogged. Lots of stuff happened. Minus the usual shit i've been going through,we also had netball interclass all. &we're going into the semi-finals baby! Sorry that i didn't play for floorball,sorry that i crapped during the match against 4D.

Yesterday went to Mind's after school&ljs with some of the usuals. Played Dividends,I got second!!:) Uh actually its a shared title with Justin Boon ha. Okay,then we were all super broke,so after dinner we had nothing/couldn't do anything after that. So the Boons went off,the couple went dating,while Jo&me went to Don's plc for MJ! Mahjongmahjongmahjong. K whateverz we didn't play money but i won 4 coins,Don's brother won 24 coins,Don lost 12 coins and Jo lost 16 haha.

Today went out with Yasmin. The weather damn killer somemore we walked like the whole orchard.I couldn't take it i went home like noon to enjoy some aircon and read my damn good book. No nicole it isn't the bimbotic Shopaholic & Baby lol i think it's still with Imee,no? Feet were killing me because i had blisters from netball plus the heels i wore today made it worse. ):

Home,my oldest sister came back to visit. Her tummy's really big now,ya she's pregnant. A few more weeks going to be due already. Had a talk with her,shed some tears,showed her my piercing and more.Still i couldn't tell her more than i did cause i didn't want to disappoint her in any way.

She said this to me:

Jasmine,i know that you are still growing up and your brain is still developing. And it is proven that at your age there's this part of your brain that's still not developed and will only be when you're about 23. So can you please at least try not to be so stupid now?

Wtf lol. Oh she even gave me a goodbye kiss. Sigh i think what i need most now,is someone who loves me more than i love myself. Someone who can take care of me more than i can. And that'll be pretty easy,considering how things are now ha.

Damn. This post was supposed to cheer myself up no?But now i am back at square one.

} 8:40 PM

Hellogoodbye

JT, Jasmine Teo Ai Ping Esther - 16 sooooon.

I need piercings.I need money.I need shopping.I need
clothes.I need cool friends.I need true friends.I need
fun.I need love.I need adrenaline.I need alcohol(!!!).I
need tons of music.I'm a little mixed up with needs
and wants but maybe i'm that little bit more than
your average girl next door.

(Yeh email me!!)

visited/from March16

Trashings

plug-in

(!!!)Current favourite song to the corezx.

Just Surrender: Is There
No Truth In Beauty?

This is how it's been, this is how it will be
And when you wake up with him, rmb whn it was me
And I always will be waiting for you
And I know that you will never see...that

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say, yeaheeyeah

Do you rmb when,you used to laugh there w me
And now I've bcome th joke,a punchline's al I will be
And I always will be waiting for you
And I know that you will never see ...that

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say

You'll be waiting for the rest of your life
Just so you can finally miss him
These words dn't mean a thg but I'l say them anyway
...anyway, yeah

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say...but

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say, yeahheahh
'Cause I can’t break away

Temptations

∅ Mango black jeans!!!!
∅ Topshop retro dress
∅ Sony Vaio
∅ That red camera
∅ Zara floral top
∅ River Island speg
∅ Topshop floral dress
a Diva necklace
∅ Heels
∅ Paul Frank Girl Boxers
∅ Long hair
∅ End of O'Levels

shooooo

  Aby
  Alethea
  Alexandria
  Andrew
  Axel

  Candice
  Cheryl Lim
  Cheryl Tang

  David
  Donna
  Dylan

  Esther

  Fang Lynn
  Faizzah
  Fcukling
  Friendster(me)

  Gabriel
  Gloria
  Grace

  Ian
  Imee

  JasmineK
  Jayne
  Jing Han
  Jobel
  Jolene
  Joy
  Justin Khaw

  Kaylie
  Kelvin
  Kenneth

  Leon
  Lyndon
  Lynn

  Manfred
  Mancia
  Melson
  Melvin

  Nicole

  Phat
  Phylicia

  Rachel
  Richny
  Ronald
  Ruth

  Shane
  Shaun Djie
  Shearen
  Sheryl
  Siti
  Sophia
  Syaq

  Terence
  Ting Hui
  Trent

  Valerie
  Veronica

  Wan Fong
  Wei Rong
  Wei Ru

  Xiao Xuan
  Xia Xue

  Zayd
  Zu Kai

credits

   Jasminesther (Yes i made it myself woo!)
   AbygailTLS (For her h1 h2 codes haha!)
   Deviantart
   Font
   Photoshop
   Photobucket