Monday, April 23, 2007

Catch my soul 'cause it's willing to fly away.

Hi.Today i was super bored and started thinking about all the weird places i want to pierce.Now i don't want lip already i want nape,naval and wrist.But none (none at all actually!) of my friends are supportive of the piercings and i think the only person who will be supportive is Phylicia cause she had the nape one bfore.Right love? Sigh ): No one understands that i like to pierce.

I always like to,and just that ear piercings are no longer new to me = the adrenaline is lost and thats why i moved to body piercings.It's just like how some people like to drink when they're down,or smoke or scream or whatever..My outlet is just having the adrenaline rush and fear before i do piercings.Of course i can do it with better ways like say bungee jumping,but find me a place in Singapore well worthy to bungee jump then tell me that fullstop.At least i don't steal/shoplift/kill/rape/suicide or do bloody high school massacres like that South Korea dude no? So i think i am pretty sane already. Yes i think so okay don't you dare go sing another tune.

I know you guys hate me doing all this shit stuff to my body,but i have a right don't i?All i want is some freaking support from you guys cause no two person is going through what i am and how i'm taking it and i don't expect you guys to understand but just show me some support.It may sound ridiculous to show support to someone who wants to pierce her life away but c'mon thats all you all can do cause i'm no longer willing to open up.Thats all i have to say,everything i do i do with a reason - to make myself happy.And thats all that matters right? Call me foolish,but i learn things the hard way,i'm a daft cow bye.

Anyways,today was very the love.Finally had lunch together with everyone around the table (- Donna).We sang Sophia's personalised Chain Hang Low song which now goes:

Does your boobs hang low
Does it jingle to and fro
Can you tie it in a knot
Can you tie it in a bow
Can you throw it over your shoulders
Can you hang it round your toes
Does your boobs hang low?

Don't slap me please,Donna started singing it to us which started the whole crap. -points to Donna,her fault i swear!

Then Abby Imee and i started discussing the cliche old pick up lines,here's a couple of good ones.

1) I am Sin square,you are Cos square,together we are one.
2) Do you have a map? Cause i seem to have gotten lost in your eyes.
3) Is your father a terrorist? Cause you're da bomb!

Haha still got more ah i can't remember.Had a good time laughing at those.

Okay know something?Mid-Years are 4 days away pretty!I like have no idea what to study,what is tested at all?I am so gonna flunk like mad because i kind of have been drifting in class =

1) Totally lost regarding Vectors
2) Totally lost regarding differentiation of Ln Log and all that shit.
3) Totally screwd up Chinese when my teacher believes i can get an A1/A2!
4) Totally no idea about anything regarding History except Mao-Tze-Dong was a communist and Hitler was a..something
5) Totally mad about Social Studies such that i actually used Geog references on a Social Studies test how stupid is that!?
6) Totally.Fucked.Up.And.Boring.Physics

Chemistry and English are the only subjects by far i'm confident of passing.Lol?

Well actually,give me enough money (about $200) for the nape&naval piercings and i promise i'll study! Yes i will. Okay maybe i think i will.There's a good chance i will.Uh damn i might lah

Eh i must try to study tomorrow.. So i'll try to abstain from the com,and books (which aparantly i've already run out of cause i finished every book i have) and,the bed.Which might be a wee bit hard.Hehe goodbye!

} 8:26 PM

Hellogoodbye

JT, Jasmine Teo Ai Ping Esther - 16 sooooon.

I need piercings.I need money.I need shopping.I need
clothes.I need cool friends.I need true friends.I need
fun.I need love.I need adrenaline.I need alcohol(!!!).I
need tons of music.I'm a little mixed up with needs
and wants but maybe i'm that little bit more than
your average girl next door.

(Yeh email me!!)

visited/from March16

Trashings

plug-in

(!!!)Current favourite song to the corezx.

Just Surrender: Is There
No Truth In Beauty?

This is how it's been, this is how it will be
And when you wake up with him, rmb whn it was me
And I always will be waiting for you
And I know that you will never see...that

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say, yeaheeyeah

Do you rmb when,you used to laugh there w me
And now I've bcome th joke,a punchline's al I will be
And I always will be waiting for you
And I know that you will never see ...that

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say

You'll be waiting for the rest of your life
Just so you can finally miss him
These words dn't mean a thg but I'l say them anyway
...anyway, yeah

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say...but

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say, yeahheahh
'Cause I can’t break away

Temptations

∅ Mango black jeans!!!!
∅ Topshop retro dress
∅ Sony Vaio
∅ That red camera
∅ Zara floral top
∅ River Island speg
∅ Topshop floral dress
a Diva necklace
∅ Heels
∅ Paul Frank Girl Boxers
∅ Long hair
∅ End of O'Levels

shooooo

  Aby
  Alethea
  Alexandria
  Andrew
  Axel

  Candice
  Cheryl Lim
  Cheryl Tang

  David
  Donna
  Dylan

  Esther

  Fang Lynn
  Faizzah
  Fcukling
  Friendster(me)

  Gabriel
  Gloria
  Grace

  Ian
  Imee

  JasmineK
  Jayne
  Jing Han
  Jobel
  Jolene
  Joy
  Justin Khaw

  Kaylie
  Kelvin
  Kenneth

  Leon
  Lyndon
  Lynn

  Manfred
  Mancia
  Melson
  Melvin

  Nicole

  Phat
  Phylicia

  Rachel
  Richny
  Ronald
  Ruth

  Shane
  Shaun Djie
  Shearen
  Sheryl
  Siti
  Sophia
  Syaq

  Terence
  Ting Hui
  Trent

  Valerie
  Veronica

  Wan Fong
  Wei Rong
  Wei Ru

  Xiao Xuan
  Xia Xue

  Zayd
  Zu Kai

credits

   Jasminesther (Yes i made it myself woo!)
   AbygailTLS (For her h1 h2 codes haha!)
   Deviantart
   Font
   Photoshop
   Photobucket