Thursday, April 19, 2007

(Edited)

Love of mine,someday you will die.

There is a real need this time to repeat the lyrics above,because..

Starburst died.It was all sickly this morning(all of a sudden),but at least it gave me a chance to give it its final kiss,touch and stroke.Fucking hell.I was on the bus already when my mom called me and told me it died.Tears started streaming down my face.The St Patrician sitting beside me must have thought i was freaking weird.I walked into school late,and headed straight for the toilet.I told myself i won't cry anymore.I'd just keep to myself the whole day,but the moment i open my mouth to speak to my friend,i started crying again.I cried for 5 periods(wow) and whenever i spoke to anyone about Starburst,i would cry again.Guys are inhumane,Ian Diniy and Ryan all laughed at my so called 'stupidity of crying for an animal' and said i'll be okay after buying a new one.Fuck it was Starburst not just a rabbit,it was my Starburst,my first pet,the pet i love so much.I don't know if it was my fault or because it was the runt.I mean,i did take it out for walks,gave it food and mutitudes of love and care.I want my Starburst back,i want.

Photos from Zhafir's cam:

Love and me.

Love and me ):

It was a male.This was what i had wanted to blog about yesterday,when my bunny was still fine.He,is a male.There's no point now anyway..Ok stop this,i'm gna start crying again.Why must all that i love leave?

Starburst,i will love you and hold you in memory.If i ever get another rabbit/pet whatsoever,it'll be called Starburst Junior(: Much love.

Other images,

Natasha and me with the cute small car we 'stumbled' upon.

This is what Juk Fen did to Melson.That mad-ass cow.

We are addicted to Netball:)

After playing Netball,on the way home.Nicole's Shopaholic book (which is super bimbotic please) is super hilarious.

After effects of Math.

(Ok i couldn't finish this post yesterday so i edit from here.)

Uh we've been staying back in school daily this few days just to play Netball,and instead i've been trying to pick up soccer! It's really fun,swear.I'm currently at Donna's with Lynette Xiaoxuan and Clifton.Going to go down and play(learn) soccer with(from) Charles soon anyway.I am going to learn how to juggle.I AM going to :) Watch me.I can do it.

Oh and Mr Leong(the new OM) from my school is hilarious!! I think he has hearing problems.That time when i had to sit outside office for half a day cause it was my 648545 timeth late,he came to me with a packet of biscuit and placed it on my table.

Mr Leong: Here,for you.
Me: Oh thanks.
Mr Leong: Huh you don't want ah?
Me: Oh no,i just said thanks.
Mr Leong: (takes away biscuit) Oh okay then.

Then today,

Me: (waving) Mr leong,did you see Mr Ng?!
Mr Leong: (wave back) Hi! Had your lunch yet?

Yes okay funny.And i had Chinese oral today,it sucked like hell man.The oral question had two parts,in the second part of the question there were these two chim(maybe not soooo chim) chinese words the teacher used which i did not understand.So i ignored that question and answered the first only.Then the teacher asked the second question again.I went in chinese: Uh what is that? She repeatted the two words clearly and i replied her again: So..whats that? Shit lah die already. D:

K going down now,bye!

(20/04/07 - 6.13pm)

} 10:18 PM

Hellogoodbye

JT, Jasmine Teo Ai Ping Esther - 16 sooooon.

I need piercings.I need money.I need shopping.I need
clothes.I need cool friends.I need true friends.I need
fun.I need love.I need adrenaline.I need alcohol(!!!).I
need tons of music.I'm a little mixed up with needs
and wants but maybe i'm that little bit more than
your average girl next door.

(Yeh email me!!)

visited/from March16

Trashings

plug-in

(!!!)Current favourite song to the corezx.

Just Surrender: Is There
No Truth In Beauty?

This is how it's been, this is how it will be
And when you wake up with him, rmb whn it was me
And I always will be waiting for you
And I know that you will never see...that

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say, yeaheeyeah

Do you rmb when,you used to laugh there w me
And now I've bcome th joke,a punchline's al I will be
And I always will be waiting for you
And I know that you will never see ...that

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say

You'll be waiting for the rest of your life
Just so you can finally miss him
These words dn't mean a thg but I'l say them anyway
...anyway, yeah

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say...but

I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say, yeahheahh
'Cause I can’t break away

Temptations

∅ Mango black jeans!!!!
∅ Topshop retro dress
∅ Sony Vaio
∅ That red camera
∅ Zara floral top
∅ River Island speg
∅ Topshop floral dress
a Diva necklace
∅ Heels
∅ Paul Frank Girl Boxers
∅ Long hair
∅ End of O'Levels

shooooo

  Aby
  Alethea
  Alexandria
  Andrew
  Axel

  Candice
  Cheryl Lim
  Cheryl Tang

  David
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  Dylan

  Esther

  Fang Lynn
  Faizzah
  Fcukling
  Friendster(me)

  Gabriel
  Gloria
  Grace

  Ian
  Imee

  JasmineK
  Jayne
  Jing Han
  Jobel
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  Joy
  Justin Khaw

  Kaylie
  Kelvin
  Kenneth

  Leon
  Lyndon
  Lynn

  Manfred
  Mancia
  Melson
  Melvin

  Nicole

  Phat
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  Rachel
  Richny
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  Syaq

  Terence
  Ting Hui
  Trent

  Valerie
  Veronica

  Wan Fong
  Wei Rong
  Wei Ru

  Xiao Xuan
  Xia Xue

  Zayd
  Zu Kai

credits

   Jasminesther (Yes i made it myself woo!)
   AbygailTLS (For her h1 h2 codes haha!)
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