Yesterday was both frustrating,emotional,exciting(?) and fun. Nabei I am still very angry!!
It was fun cause i was with phylicia,we took a lot of stupid photos with milk foam all over our mouths in Gelare when the stupid man delivered my spegghetti and i got so paiseh and couldn't even thank him cause i was covering my mouth which had foam all over. Her idea lah! Anyway we managed to get the photo right after countless tries
Still got a lot of photos ah,on the bus ones,gelare ones etc etc. But i can't post them cause i don't have them and phylicia is at i don't know where? Wanted to head to town initially but we went back to siglap halfway cause we had no mood to go town.
And it was frustrating cause i was feeling super shaken and affected by what you said and some stuff i saw which i shouldn't have,and now i know this is what i deserve after all i've done.Thanks thanks i get it now.And talking about the msn conversation i had that noon was the breaking point.The most embarressing part was chester was there chester saw chester told arjun and i think you all know. W/E!! Fuck you for the millionth time.
I am not going to consult her on whatever piercings i wanna get anymore ok?Lest i get accused of influencing her when i didn't even ask her to do anything fullstop.I will get it all by myself.
It was exciting cause.. due to some reasons pullat and i ended up running into the houses there somehow lol.Then i was super scared ah at the bustop.I kept looking back and all.Thank god arjun was there actually i don't know why i was scared but i was scared so yea i was scared fullstop.Reached home at arnd 12,called Yasmin and bugged her to tell me some crap,was supposed to be a short talk only bfore i go to bed cause we were both super duper tired..But we ended up talking until 3am and both of us even went to get supper all damn funny haha.So,i woke up at 6pm today.Yes i am still sleepy.And i think i'm going to church tmr with Rowena bfore going to siglap,with Yasmin. (!!!)I'm telling you now so you don't need to ask around kbye!! >:[ }
10:35 PM
Hellogoodbye
JT, Jasmine Teo Ai Ping Esther - 16 sooooon.
I need piercings.I need money.I need shopping.I need
clothes.I need cool friends.I need true friends.I need
fun.I need love.I need adrenaline.I need alcohol(!!!).I
need tons of music.I'm a little mixed up with needs
and wants but maybe i'm that little bit more than
your average girl next door.
This is how it's been, this is how it will be
And when you wake up with him, rmb whn it was me
And I always will be waiting for you
And I know that you will never see...that
I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say, yeaheeyeah
Do you rmb when,you used to laugh there w me
And now I've bcome th joke,a punchline's al I will be
And I always will be waiting for you
And I know that you will never see ...that
I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say
You'll be waiting for the rest of your life
Just so you can finally miss him
These words dn't mean a thg but I'l say them anyway
...anyway, yeah
I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say...but
I can't break away from these chains to my heart
The further you push me the closer you are
Maybe I should try to let go
Maybe I should try to walk away
There's nothing left to say, yeahheahh
'Cause I can’t break away
Temptations
∅ Mango black jeans!!!!
∅ Topshop retro dress
∅ Sony Vaio
∅ That red camera
∅ Zara floral top
∅ River Island speg
∅ Topshop floral dress
a Diva necklace
∅ Heels
∅ Paul Frank Girl Boxers
∅ Long hair
∅ End of O'Levels